~Hari ini~

What have i done last nite?
i dont know...
i dont even want to know is it right or wrong...
i just want to spend my day with laugh and smile...
i like it when people say "u such a happy person"...
its worth it...
although its hurt inside...
no one know how i crying inside...
i didnt ask for any help...
just i need people to understand me...
that enough...

~How I feel~

Sakitnya hati saya...
saya pun dah tak nak buat apa lagi...
kat dunia ni agaknya dah takda manusia yang ikhlas dan jujur kot...
ada yang bahagia bila tengok kita sengsara...
aduh....
macam mana lah nak hidup dalam dunia yang macam ni...
i am fed up...
i am tired walking on this path of life...
someone please tell me,
whether i am the one that have mental illness
or the world is running on that weird way...
she tell me like this..
then he the other way...
he blame me...
she said she tell the truth...
go to he** with the truth...
f*** the truth...
everyone is f***ing liar...
i am the one that always tell the truth...
yet everyone say i am the one who lying....
what happen to the world...
what honest mean?
where is the price of honesty and sincerity??????
i am the one that wrong????
is it?

~Hate you~

I hate you,my love...
How could u lied to me...
U want me to be honest to u n yet u cheated me....
U ask me to not broke ur heart,yet u broke mine...
U want me to understand u,but u keep changing...
U say u gave me ur heart,but someone have the key to ur heart...
I cant understand all this...
I am SAD...
Because i love u...More then what u ever imagine..
Dear,u know how i feel when i know the truth...
U know how i feel when i finally know the answers to all my questions before...
But u dont care...
The thing i afraid the most is losing you...
Now i need to face that..
At last,love mean nothing...
U say u r different..
And now,u r the one that hurt me the most..
Now i understand why they said,
"The most great and happy memory u collected,at the end the painful u would feel"
I dont want to say good bye...N please dont say to me too....

~Losing Love~

The beautiful life seem to fly away...Now,empty heart...
I'm wondering...Where all the love go...
Why the leave me hare alone?
Am afraid to walk this earth alone,
but i force myself to walk and walk...
then now...
I think am over walk...walk too far...far away from what i able to....
I lose my strengths...
From losing love...
Now am losing my strengths too...
Oh...
How am doing to continue this journey...
How am going to reach the sky...
I need my guiding angel...
Where is it?
Can i see it?
Help me....

~Gila mo cari duit~

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~1st Post~

Sa  hairan bha dengan manusia ne.
Nda pernah mo puas. Masa ada nda pernah dihargai,tym da teda tu baru mo cari2...
Termasuk duit,kerja,gf/bf n yang sewaktu dgnnya....
Macam duit...tym ada gaji RM700, cakap nda cukup...mo RM1000 bru ok, tp tym gaji da RM1000 tu...nda cukup juga....huhuhu....sa pun macam tu jg ni....