~He~

picture from: http://makingmemories.typepad.com/makingmemories/gift_ideas/page/2/

What is between us???

What am I to you?

Friend?

Best friend?

Special friend?

Girl friend?

Lover?

Partner?

I can't get it...

But being around you make me feel calm...

Feel like I am running away from my school problem...

Feel like nothing else matter...

People say life is complicated...

I think I understand it more now...

My life is COMPLICATED...

The more I try to figure things out... The confusing I get...

I think we better just let it be...

You ask whether I like you...

I can't answer that because I can't guess how you feel...

For me, between us is not just like that...

You are more then that to me...

I just can't say it out...

Maybe silent is better then we try to know...

You play with words, minds, emotions and even expression...

So I really need to find the right words...

But normally I failed...

Hahahahaha....

I know there is a day when I can't talk to you anymore...

I can't laugh and smile with you...

I know the moment we share will only be the shared...

But before that time came...

Let just enjoy the moment we share now...

And remember it as the moment we ever shared before...

~Seven Bridges of Konigsberg~

Ever heard of the 7 bridges of konigsberg???

Konigsberg is a town that look like below>>>

*Picture by Google

I have the solution for the question:

Can we travel through all the bridges but only once each???

Hope you guys understand my solution and enjoy...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RTRO-K2LJLo&context=C47f31b4ADvjVQa1PpcFOXCJpVAdYqTVU0pcJGiTHs-nV-7UENLQ4=

~How I felt~

I don't know how to continue this relation anymore...

It is hard for me to cope with everything that you had done...

I am hurt...But I still smile for the sake of life...

Do you know it is hurt???

Do you even care about how I felt???

I Am fucking tired of this kind of relationship...

Please make all this clear for me...

If you felt that this relation is nothing...

Tell me...

I will be okay with it...

I don't care what is your decision as long as you tell me what is it...

So that I can make my own way...

My own decision...

Can you be a little considerate???

I ask nothing more then you explanation...

I don't want silentness...

All you know is to blame me...

But I did nothing wrong to you...

Can we just stop now...

I am tired!!!

~Language~

Next semester I want to take another 3rd language...

Last semester I already taken Japanese language...

I can read and write Hiragana and some Katakana...

(Even though very slow..Huhuhu...)

http://www.saiga-jp.com/japanese_language.html

So for next semester I think I want to take Germany language...

But I also thinking of taking France or Spanish...

Huhuhuhu...Out of all I can only choose one...

Which one should I choose...

Any idea???

お願い助けて...

~I know who I am~

This is me...

I know that I am not that pretty...

But at least I am perfect...

I have a pair of eyes,ears...I have one nose and mouth...

A pair of hands and legs...Right...

Thanks be to God...^^

I want to shared something here...

Do you guys ever heard of Logic Thinking in Discrete Mathematics maybe...

It is something like:

1. Only Girl wear gown.

2. Amanda wear gown.

Conclusion: Amanda is a girl.

@

1. Fruit is good.

2. Apple is fruit.

Conclusion: Apple is good.

You guys know that right...

So what I wan to shared here is something that really can help you...

Try not to give up or felt sad...

Because you are actually more then what you think you are...

So let think about this...

There is exist that "Nobody is perfect" is proven to be true...

And we always say that "I am nobody"...

Premise 1: Nobody is perfect.

Premise 2: I am nobody.

Conclusion: I am perfect....

So we are actually perfect in our own way...

So don't be so stressful about some small-small thing that people said about you...

Just be yourself...(If there is really nothing that you done wrong...)

That it for today sharing...See you guys next time...^^

~Day out with fish~

I went out to feed fish at the lake named "Tasik Cinta" in my school...

Quite a big lake actually...

There are so many fish in there...

So I want to share some of the picture that I took when I go there with one of my friend, Magdalene. ^^

Those fishes are happy because we feed them...^^

This is my friend ( the one that wear glasses ). In front of UNIMAS Student Pavilion.

This is how my school lake view...^^
It feel very warm and nice...

Like to go there when I felt stress...

~Smile in tears~

*Picture from Google*

I hate you so much

You can just steal away the light that brighten my way

The way that lead me to the right path

I need nothing more from you

Just the shimmer light of hope

Hope for me to still believing in Love

Love???

It's hurt

It's make me cry

Cry so silently

Cry with no tear

The pain I felt inside

Is a gift

Gift from you

And I appreciated it with smile

Nothing that I can beg from you

I don't dare to ask more

Felt like you are not mine

You are just like some imagination that penetrate my mind

Anyone know???

How hard to hide the tear

How hard to be smile when your heart broken into fine pieces

How hard to act cool when your blood is flowing in your brain

Do anyone know HOW THAT FUCKING THING FEEL like???

You guys can judge me

Just judge me the way you like it

But don't feel that you are good

Cause you are the worst ever

U never try to understand me before you judge me

Do u ever felt like this???

I never ask this to happen to me

NEVER

But this is happening

Why I didn't stop???

I FUCKING CAN'T

I wish I can

But how

HOW

How

how

??

?