~Am Fucking Stress with My Feeling~

I feel really unstable right now...

I feel happy but just right after a moment I feel fucking sad...

What happen to me...

And I don't have anyone to talk to...

I don't know who can I talk to right now...

I want to text him to tell how I felt,

but then I afraid he will avoid me after I told him...

I feel like so "in the wrong direction" now...

(Hey...This is not about feeling ok...It's not that I want to tell him I love him...NO...)

But this something can really be serious if I don't do something else to confirm it and tell him what is really going on with me...

I don't know what to do now...

I want to talk to someone...

But who would that person be???

Who can understand my situation if I talk to them???

I don't want after I talk to them, they will start to blame me...

I really want to avoid that kind of thing to happen now...

I don't want that...

I so sad...

Really sad but I can't cry...

I need to smile...

Smile beautifully in front of everyone...

*Pictures From Google*