~Helping~

I feel really sad...

A friend told this to me today...

"Why you don't even try to help us?or you don't us to be happy?"

I feel like crying when I heard...

Only God know how hard I am trying to help them...

The thing they ask me to help is not an easy task...

Although I seem like a happy girl with a lot of friends,

but the fact is I only have "surface" friend...

I never have a friend that I really can talk 'heart to heart'...

I help them....but my friend can't help...

What can I do???

I feel really upset...I feel like hard stones are keep falling on me...

I am smiling...

but my heart...It's hurt...

I never though that he will say that...

Why no one want to understand me...

I am having enough burden with my study...

Being with you guys,hoping that I can be happy...

Huhuhuhu....