~How I feel~

Sakitnya hati saya...
saya pun dah tak nak buat apa lagi...
kat dunia ni agaknya dah takda manusia yang ikhlas dan jujur kot...
ada yang bahagia bila tengok kita sengsara...
aduh....
macam mana lah nak hidup dalam dunia yang macam ni...
i am fed up...
i am tired walking on this path of life...
someone please tell me,
whether i am the one that have mental illness
or the world is running on that weird way...
she tell me like this..
then he the other way...
he blame me...
she said she tell the truth...
go to he** with the truth...
f*** the truth...
everyone is f***ing liar...
i am the one that always tell the truth...
yet everyone say i am the one who lying....
what happen to the world...
what honest mean?
where is the price of honesty and sincerity??????
i am the one that wrong????
is it?