~Hate you~

I hate you,my love...
How could u lied to me...
U want me to be honest to u n yet u cheated me....
U ask me to not broke ur heart,yet u broke mine...
U want me to understand u,but u keep changing...
U say u gave me ur heart,but someone have the key to ur heart...
I cant understand all this...
I am SAD...
Because i love u...More then what u ever imagine..
Dear,u know how i feel when i know the truth...
U know how i feel when i finally know the answers to all my questions before...
But u dont care...
The thing i afraid the most is losing you...
Now i need to face that..
At last,love mean nothing...
U say u r different..
And now,u r the one that hurt me the most..
Now i understand why they said,
"The most great and happy memory u collected,at the end the painful u would feel"
I dont want to say good bye...N please dont say to me too....